2006-01-27 -- 11:14 p.m. Well... I think its time to update. The last entry is to dreary and I'd like to think that I am starting to move on. Although my life will be totaly different for the rest of my life with out my grandfather... theres nothing I can do. And theres nothing thats going to keep me down. My grandmother is still taking it pretty hard. I don't blame her. I'm ready to start school and get back to work. Anton