2005-11-15 -- 12:01 a.m. Tonight I am indecisive. I don’t know what music I want to fall asleep to, what movie I want to watch, what porn is good, what’s bad. Hell, I don’t even know what I want to do in any good sense. Actually, I wish I could sedate myself some how. Fucking Best of DJ Teisto won’t burn… it keeps skipping after every few seconds on every song. I’m thinking that the mp3 might be encoded some how for an anti burn and I really don’t want to waste more cd’s. That and Armin Van Buuren is much much, better. I had a fucking conniption today…. I was driving to an appointment when all of a sudden, right in the middle of a Korn song I felt empowered. My energy returned to me double what it was when I was in ninth grade. I don’t know why or how. But I feel fucking good as hell. I think I’ve let go and it feels so dame rewarding. You guys might actually see a return of my former self in the next coming months so beware! In other news, well there is no other news. The only other things that’s bothering me is that my cat might eat Dave. And Dave was way to fucking expensive for my cat to just gobble him away! In case the three of you who read this don’t know who Dave is, witch is impossible because I’ve been talking about him nonstop, Dave a Crested Gecko my dad got for me for my birthday. He’s real cool, he’s missing a tail but it looks like it might grow back. The funny thing about the Crested Gecko is that they’re tail has like a 50% chance of growing back… so we’ll have to see. But he’s real cute and he’s real friendly and he’s actually stopped trying to get away from me… but he still wants to scale the wall to the ceiling when ever I hold him. The best thing is watching him jump. Its so quick you don’t even see it happen. Well, thank you San Diego! And keep on humping! Anton