2005-05-23 -- 3:05 a.m. Something happend today. It was something that showed me that there are way better people. People that will choose to be your friend with out the slightest thought of or concern of reprocution. Only because they know you well enough that you won't betray them back. Thank you, again. Thank you so much. You showed me this tonight and I can't keep my mind off of you. However I think you know this already. And I'll admite... I've always liked you. I was just a stupid weak pussy that was afraid to do anything to make something of it. O well. Now its to late. I choose the path less traveled. And I suppose thats the way I was supposed to go. But what I know for sure from this night that I finally found something I've lost. And I've seen something no one would think I've even would see. And I'm also proud of myself. I've forgotten what its like to be with friends. I've forgoteen what its like to laugh so much and so hard that it hurts your side's and stomatch and cheeks. O and Beth you're a fucking cunt licking warty bitch. Fuck off and die! Shit face! Anton