2005-01-06 -- 6:41 p.m. I just watched Britney Spears music video of Toxic. Nice beat by the way, just the wrong singer, er, I mean person to sing that song. Actually, besides the good beat the song’s lyrics didn’t really make any coherent scene, hold on, lemme get the lyrics for ya’ll: -Three hour later- Baby, can’t you see I’m calling A guy like you Should wear a warning It’s dangerous I’m fallin’ There’s no escape I can’t wait I need a hit Baby, give me it You’re dangerous I’m lovin’ it Too high Can’t come down Losing my head Spinning ‘round and ‘round Do you feel me now With a taste of your lips I’m on a ride You're toxic I'm slipping under With a taste of a poison paradise I’m addicted to you Don’t you know that you’re toxic And I love what you do Don’t you know that you’re toxic It’s getting late To give you up I took a sip From my devil's cup Slowly It’s taking over me Too high Can’t come down It’s in the air And it’s all around Can you feel me now With a taste of your lips I’m on a ride You're toxic I'm slipping under With a taste of a poison paradise I’m addicted to you Don’t you know that you’re toxic And I love what you do Don’t you know that you’re toxic Don't you know that you're toxic [x2] With a taste of your lips I'm on a ride You're toxic I'm slipping under With a taste of a poison paradise I'm addicted to you Don't you know that you're toxic Intoxicate me now With your lovin' now I think I'm ready now I think I'm ready now Intoxicate me now With your lovin' now I think I'm ready now Ok, take a gander at those twin’s, mean lyrics… sorry I can still see them changing size on her chest from scene to scene. Anyway, I take it back, they do make some cents… very little but some nevertheless. I suppose credit should be given to where credit is earned. Moving on… sex, my friends, family and co-workers, sex. There is nothing else I can say besides sex. Exactly what market audience is Spears aiming at… I can’t tell anymore. Little kids, no way, to many Christians on this plant to let some little kid watch a women seduce a man into having sex with her in a airplane bathroom stall. 12-16 year olds? I have no clue. My friend likes Spears… I don’t know why but I guess she thinks that she is racy or something I guess the band Tool or Perfect Circle are not part of her vocabulary. Not that I’m ragging on Mar… all the power to ya baby! You go ahead and listen to the very music that you like and don’t ever let anyone tell you that that music is shit! Here, let me get you a song called Judith by Perfect Circle. -Three minutes later- (I had them on file acutely, I just went to get a glass of water.) You're such an inspiration for the ways That I will never ever choose to be oh so many ways for me to show you how your savior has abandoned you. Fuck your God your lord your Christ he did this took what you had and left you this way still you pray never stray never taste of the fruit never thought to question why. it's not like you killed someone it's not like you drove the hateful spear into his side praise the one who left you broken down and paralysed. he did it all for you. he did it all for you. oh so many ways for me to show you how your dogma has abandoned you pray to your Christ to your god never taste of the fruit never stray never break never choke on a lie even though he's the one who did this to you never thought to question why. not like you killed someone it's not like you drove the spiteful spear into his side talk to Jesus Christ as if he knows the reasons why. he did it all for you. he did it all for you. he did it all for you. You make the judgment. I donno, criticizing the world of being ignorant and idiots in a melodic poetic way is much more appealing then sex in a airplane bathroom stall. Then again I’m not judging the world for being hateful, that just a given. However, the contrast is clear. I don’t understand, remember Spears when she came out with that song… what the fuck is it called… “hit me baby one more time” or something, or is that just he course? I have no clue, I’ve never been an avid fan of hers. I don’t even think she’s really that hot any more. She’s really grown into her American looks, Big ass, blond and dating, the ‘bad boy’ or ‘dumbass’. In either case digital alteration and silicon do her good. Anyway, she was so wholesome and young, only 17. Not much older then me, I was 15 or 14 at the time. And I remember wanting to fuck her ass up and down the street till I feel asleep and peed my bed with love juice dreaming of her. Then the night passed and I grew up . Actually, instead of staring at her ass in her music video I actually paid attention of her lyrics, or lack there of, most of the time they just repeat themselves over and over. And has any one noticed she can only hit maybe three notes in any given song. And in that new song of hers, “My Prerogative” she says that she don’t care what people think of her in terms of her personal life. Pish Posh! She has got to be one dumb mother if she doesn’t care what people think of her. At least the teen mass’s still give her something to live off of! And remember that stupid movie, Crossroads? I still have yet to see that in a video store. No, scratch that, I have seen it, one copy maybe. But that’s not the point. The point is, is that she will be rememberd for who she is. The only reason I feel guilty writing this is because she’s filthy rich and people talk about her all the time and I’m nothing. I have no money. O well. At least I have dignity. Anton