2004-10-08 -- 6:56 p.m. I look into thow’s eyes, I see everything, You’ve been hiding from me. I see my prom. Dancing, Kissing you, Holding you. I remember, Everything, You’ve said to me, And I remember. Touching you, Loving you, Everything, I’ve always wanted. Promising you, Life, My life. Giving you, Something, You’ve wanted. Something you wanted. But I was wrong. You didn’t want me, My love, My promise’s. You didn’t, You’ve lost me, You’ve lost yourself. The smoke, The weed, Hides your Treachery. Treachery. Hides your lies, Your lies, From me. Your smoke, Your weed, They hide your promises, They hide your love. They hide your eyes. I am… here, waiting, Thinking, months have past. You still tear in my eyes. But I, Just can’t bare, To think of you, Think of you and him. I’m asking you, Let me forget you, Let me let you go. I don’t want to love you, I don’t want to care. I don’t want to love you. I don’t want you near. Forget me, Don’t remember me, Leave me alone. Go away, Leave me alone. I hope you’ll forgive me. I left you, I let you go. But fuck you anyway. You hear, I don’t love you, I don’t want anymore, I want you to leave me alone. I want death. So quietly death. And only yours will suit me. Forgive me, I’m sorry, But only yours will suit me. See you in hell.