2004-09-21 -- 9:25 a.m. Honestly. This has been one hell of a ride. I still feel like shit, but nowhere near to what I was feeling about two weeks ago. I can finally sleep at night and I’ve gone down from hate to just revenge. And you best believe that I’ll get it. I really don’t know what you take me for, what you thought I was thinking. Understand that everything I did was done by chose, knowing full well the stakes and the risks that were layed down in front of me. Understand that, you have to. Understand that you never had a damn thing on me. Do you get that? It wasn’t much of a surprise. The whole time I was going out with you it felt like something you planned. You just didn’t expect one thing. One thing that you overlooked. Me. Just like the rest you underestimated me. Just like everyone. Do you honestly think that after the first time I figures out you were lieing to me that I didn’t find out everything else? I knew it Sarah, I just never admitted to it, I just wanted you, the person you where with me. But that ok. Listen, I have to let you go. I don’t know what you’ve said to Dan or what you did with him, but I swear that I’ll undo it. Dan will not fall for the shit you feed him. Nor will Cali. That I promise you. You’ve failed. I’m much stronger then you think I am. What you saw in me was just one thing. You’ve never seen all the other sides. Consider this a threat! Anton