2006-02-11 -- 11:56 p.m. Does anybody read this? Why do I keep this thing? Its high maintenance and I never actually care enough to keep all the diary updated! The older page needs to be redone. I think its been like that since… tenth grade? I can’t really write that well and my poetry kinda sucks. Maybe I should start a new one or something. This one is old and disorganized, all my internal thoughts… everything is in this diary. I think I’m going to close I am Tom. Its been up to long. If I make another one I’ll post something here. And if I’m going to keep it open I’ll just update something… you’ll get the massage anyway. In any case more people, I guess, are apt to read my livej more then dland. I don’t expect people to go to my myspace account… its totally pointless. Actually the only reason I set it up was because I wanted to respond to this really awesome blog by this blond psycho bitch! In any case… I don’t see a reason to update this any more. Actually I can’t even think of any kind of poetry to write any more. Its like my mind just went totally blank… and now I’m done. O… wait, I’m lying. I did write this one song thingy… but I’m not going to post it because I actually want to make it into a real rock song! Ya, ya, I know, don’t hold your breath, fuck you! Anton